Dia dia dia

Dear ,
do you remember the road trip few years back?
where the two of us laugh so hard...
that the others thought were dumb?
we have conversations impossible
to understand by others.
i do remember..
remember the way you smile..
and then quickly/ pretend that/ you're still mad..
whenever i try to get you back in the mood..
remember how much you love surprise..
i believe you're thinking...
.. i'm behind the curtains ready to surprise you..
well... no..
i wish i could.. and if i could, i would...
my time is running out..
promise me you will never cheat..
but only to open these prepared gifts..
in their respective years...
i'm sorry...
i'm so sorry...
please forgive me...
i want you to know..
.. that every moment i spent with you..
.. is the most beautiful thing in my life...
you bring out the best of me..
love is not a big thing..
... but a million of this small thing matters...
i will miss you...
we may not be together.. but one thing that i'm sure..
we will be best friends forever..